So I have been on a rollercoaster the past few days and I needed to recouperate for awhile. I got my housing for school the other day and that was an exciting day altogether because it makes me realize that I'll be starting school soon! I showed my mom and she didn't say anything about it other then saying...."if you just want to live in a dorm then why don't you just sign up for section 8??" I was like "why would I sign up for that when I'll be in a dorm for at least a good three years before actually getting my own place?!?" So I was kind of upset about that because I really want to live on campus because it would be a lot easier then driving back and forth to classes. (especially with how high the gas is going up) I let it go and I said that I was just going to have to hash it out with her later. And so I did just that on Friday and it left me feeling not going to school anymore and just giving up.....but I'm not!! Despite of all that my mom said and her feelings towards all of this I'm going to prove her wrong and rise to the top!! With the help I do get from my friends and other people that really believe in me. I'm soooo sick of fighting this with my mom and if she can't believe and help out then I will not just tell her anything anymore since she can't appreciate it. And after what happened yesterday I don't want to quit fighting this because there are going to be hard time but you have to overcome them, and I plan on doing just that with this situation! I hope my mom finally comes around and realize that I'm not fantizing about my dream and that it's all real! If me putting all my hard work into everything I do is fake then I wonder what's real to her?? I don't know but I'm not going to stop believing in myself and keep having faith!! Well I'll update later when I make more progress this week on this. Prayers needed!! (and not for just me either!!)
~Ke$ha~ :)
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