Updates....

So it's definitely been a good while since I've blogged and I felt the need to finally update some people on my life....

This summer has gone by veeerry fast for me that I wish that I could turn back time and change everything. I've lost some good people in my life and I really wished the I could have had more time with them. My cousin was shot and killed in the beginning of June and I was in sooo much fear of my life that I refused to go anywhere for awhile that I didn't even go the funeral. I loved my cousin dearly I just wished that he wouldn't have gotten mixed in with the wrong crowd. This caregiver that used to work for me stole my credit card and money so that was a big thing, and to top it all off my good friend Bethany passed away at the end of June....I never thought so much could happen in one month. I never thought things couldn't get any worse so I kept my prayers high and tried to keep going on with my life. 

With the in mind I thought July would have been better but my now ex-boyfriend moved to Florida with his brother since his mom has cancer. I never thought that it would be this hard to keep seeing people leave but it has taken its toll on me. I was kinda liking this guy not long after he left but he turned out to do a complete douchbag in the end. It didn't bother me that much because I felt like it was time to just settle down and forget my boy crazy ways.... I needed to start focusing on school and get my mind straight! I have a dream that I want to fulfill before it's too late. So far school has been going good so far and I love my schedule. I have been sooo focused that it's made me forget all the other things that I've been worrying about. I hope that this school year goes better then ever and that no more stress comes back to haunt me. If so I hope some of those "so called" friends come back to help me through them. I love them all anyway since I don't complain to much lol. It's been real!
 
~Ke$ha ~