Aug 22, 2013

Okay so I know it's been awhile since I've written in a long time but me and my friend have decided that I should come up with a way to promote myself more out there for my career and it was either blogging or YouTubing myself. Since I'm not too confident just yet to be on the camera light I'm going to start blogging for now.... Plenty of things have happened in life and all I can say is that I am blessed to be living and thankful for the people in my life. I have truly found who my real friends were and who not to trust and believe me it sucks learning the hard way. My summer has been soooo busy and eventful. I have enjoyed spending time with long lost friends and my regular crew. I got to go to the first baseball of the season in my town and since I am now legal to drink it was definitely a good night with my friends lol. I got to do 2 firsts in my life and one of them was a major trip. Going to the casino was one fun and exciting trip that I really enjoyed and can't wait to go again. I won some and loss some but definitely had fun. I'm actually planning on going back next month with a friend but we're going to a different place this this time. My other big trip that I took over the summer was my visit to my dad in Tennessee. It was definitely a big trip because me, my friend, my aunt and her two kids decided to take the bus all the way there. It wasn't as bad for the ride there but the ride coming back was treacherous. I enjoyed my stay in Tennessee visiting my dad and his wife and her family, and I didn't want to leave. I felt like it was my camp vacation like I usually had every summer before I graduated, just without the bonfire and camp friends lol. I miss those days....especially my friends. Like I said the bus ride home was a disaster because we got stuck at the bus station for 8 hours and this security guard did not make our time there any better. He kept harassing us and all I can say is that either me, my aunt, my step-mom, or my caregiver/friend might have went to jail that night if he didn't leave us alone. Once he went off duty all things were better. That whole experience taught me something though..... I definitely don't want to take a bus out of town anymore and find a better way for an easier ride. I am appreciating my family more too so that's been a big plus. We may have our ups and downs but hey what family doesn't?! I have also put my college education on hold for the moment because well for one my financial aide has kinda run dry and I have to wait to bring it back up again and the other reason is that I'm not sure that the career that I want to pursue is what I really want to do. I mean I love directing and movies and TV shows but I'm not sure if I could handle all the other technical pressure. I hope something comes to me soon and I get something figured out by the spring time. Well I should go and see what the rest of my day looks like.......until next time! :)