Nov 22, 2013

Love.... It can break us or make us. Love can hit some of us hard and sometimes there isn't any love at all. You can go from loving someone so hard that you can't pick yourself up from it in the end and everything seems to stop and you can't block your mind. Being able to love someone so much that all you think about is them or all that you do is for them and it can take a toll on your heart....deeply. Love can make us do a lot of things but one thing is for sure is that it can't be based off of a lie. One little slip can destroy a person and make the other person hate you or not trust you anymore. As much as you may try to justify the situation, you can't hide from the truth. It's better to be upfront with anything so that there isn't any confusion or awkward situations. We may wish that we could just take it all away, but it's always going to be there....hanging over us, waiting on you to tell the truth. Bottling it up will not help anything and it will never take away the guilt. When you finally decide to let go and be free it can either have a positive effect or a negative one, but at least it's out. We never want the negative outcome because it may then cause us to think that it was the wrong decision, but it's a way to be honest to ourselves and to the other person. We may want to scream, cry, and get mad at ourselves because we let it happen but if the other person cannot be acceptive of the fact that you're being honest, then maybe it was the right decision to do to see how they would react. Love is a hard drug....and only you can handle the doses..... 

💔 Keaha 💔