So I'm fed up with people's crap today!! First off me and my (supposily best friend) were supposed to hang out at the end of this month and I was all excited about that. So the thing with this is that I do have a van and all but my mom doesn't want me taking it out of town because we don't know if we can rely on it making it that far. So one of my caretakers has to request their company van for me to use it and its got to be 2 weeks in advanced. So we requested the van and we were all set..... I told my friend that I was set to come down there and what does she tell me?? Since it's the last weekend there or something her and her friends might be doing something. Pretty much saying that their might be going on a lot that day.... When she told me this I got really pissed off because a) this is the second frickin time she has done this and b) I went through all that trouble to get the van requested (especially when it belongs to someone else and they could use it that day) and she lets me down once again!! Ok I know that this may be stupid to be fighting over but I'm getting tired of people letting me down! I've dealt with shit like that before and it just comes down to me not really talking to you or even associate with you because I can't really rely on you!! I mean to have this happen again is ridiculous! So pretty much at this point I'm saying if she really wants to hang then it might have to take some good convincing because I'm going to go "do me" and live my life and enjoy it too. I try to keep an open schedule in case she ever wants to hang out but now forget it! I'm just going to stay busy from now on....especially since I'll be starting school soon. Now the second part of me being pissed off is my staff....well just one in particular. So apparentally they are dropping one of my staff's that come in on Monday's, Wednesday's, and Friday's, and they want to put this other person in that is already here with me 7 days out of the week! But the only days she could do it though was Tuesday's and Thursday's. When me and my mom set it up we had it set in stones (and yes I did use that phrase lol) the days be Monday's Wednesday's, and Friday's. We didn't want no changes whatsoever!! So since then we told the one staff that we weren't going to change it and to get another staff in here to do those days we requested. So that one staff has been having an attitude since then and it's pissing me the hell off because I feel like I can't talk around her without getting some kind of look or her saying that I'm the one that has the attitude! But whatever!! I was having a great day until stuff like this happens.... The weather is great and the sun was shining and I was enjoying being outside with less clothes. lol I hope things shape up around here because if not I might become a bitch for awhile. I hate to say that but I can be one. Well I'm going to go talk to my babe to see if he can cheer me up because he always can even when he doesn't know what's up. lol I love him for that!! oh and P.S he's counting down til he can finally kiss me on the lips and I can't wait for that!!! Peace! :)
~Ke$ha~
Ok really?? What are you 4? I'm sorry I have a life and it can't revolve around you all the freakin time. Yes, I said something may come up and I may cancel but that doesn't mean I will for sure. And if you're so for living for today and in the moment and enjoying everyday you wouldn't be throwing this hissy fit. If you went here you would know we don't plan that far ahead. And every time you come here all we do is sit in my room and be bored. And last time, they decided to go somewhere and I didn't go because you were here but you left right after they did and then I was left all alone. I'm going through a lot right now and I really don't need this right now so stop bashing me on your blog and find something better to do with your life.
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